Knowing what we know about Al now… Jesus, do I know this feeling.

Just discovered this gem; binge time.

And again…OOOOOhhhh my <3.

Self harm and suicidal thoughts are things that I have to cope with every day, and I wonder if those kind of thoughts were things HE had to cope with every day as well. I wonder if he also celebrated the little victories of “hey I haven’t harmed my self in 3 months!” and “it’s my birthday. i managed to get to my birthday. YES!”

But if something really big happened…it looks to me like Brenden walked out on him for some reason or another. Maybe that was just too much to take? I don’t know. Either way, this is a really great look into the mind of Al!

<3

That wasn’t so bad.

but, nice try, blue.
you didn’t slip this one past me: i await to know what that “screwed up. bad” was, from the old man’s youth.

also, well-played on your being careful to not reveal allie’s Scar, before it was “opportune” — as it was, indeed, an important distinction, whether al did this before or during ”Brendan”.

assuming, of course, al’s being truthful.

~||~

y’know?

my own grandpa’s told me, a few times over the recent-years, he [abjectly-]fears Losing Me.
although, of course, he himself’s been the primary reason he’s almost “lost” me a few times, by now.
:-).

i haven’t forgotten about your ‘adverse reactions’ to PDAs, and your other General “Differences In Philosophies/World Views” you’ve had with kouhai-kun, either

(tch.

now i am sort of regretful that i was told, from the beginning, that al´d “passed.”
but, in that case, miss delliquanti: you’re heavily implying that sterling’s original death was not the most important, central thing, at all.

yeah?)

Cats don’t count. They are adorable hellspawn that will steal your soul and rob your pantry. Trust not the felines! They are strong in the dark side of the feels!

These two are so adorable sometimes.